John Reuben Hindsight lyrics

Hindsight by John Reuben

Hindsight lyrics

I screamed to God out of frustration 
After another day of waking and hating the fact 
That I'm still where I'm at 
What's the point of all of this 
Cuz I'm not seeming to find it 
Is it meaningless? I search the reason behind it 
Because these moments seem to drag on forever 
And these years on end seem to have never been this 
Desperation has formed repetition within 
Too insecure to pretend and I'm too weak to defend 
Here it comes again all in my world again 
Left with no direction no beginning no end 
The days blend together and the weather never changes 
Numb to the outcome but yet not quite painless 
Aimless to whether or not I made a mistake 
And if so how far is too far before it's too late 
Should I wait but then what would be too long 
To reverse the effects if I was wrong 

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Hindsight is a beautiful thing 
When you can look back and see what patience and time can bring

Is it a must that I'm here is it a must that I stay 
In order to look forward must I look away 
We're moving towards a new day 
Unsure of what tomorrow will bring our way 
I'm not even quite sure of what this day holds 
I say we travel the unknown and watch it unfold 
Hold today close while still reaching for tomorrow 
Through the test of time I've seen joy overcome sorrow 
So with every trial I endure 
With hopes to mature into what I was created for 
More than life itself I want life itself 
Press past the present until forever is felt 
And take hold of the hidden mystery 
Wide eyed and open I now see differently 
If it's to be then give me the strength to be content 
And find peace in knowing one day it will all make sense 

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Learning to accept the unexpected 
Because the unknown wasn't here for me to correct it 
So I let it go and stopped trying to control the impossible 
Simply put tossed in the shuffle 
At a young age just like everyone else 
So I don't feel sorry for you or for myself 
Love is bigger than that and I'm not below or above 
The way it moves even though the things it does 
To my train of thought can bring about doubt and uncertainty 
Patience tends to not agree with my psyche 
That's more than likely just some pride in me 
Fighting expectations of where I think my life should be 
Selfishly I forget so quickly 
Let me never forget Lord break me in humility 
Some sort of amazing grace on me 
As I look back upon my life and where You've taken me

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Hear the call peace fall 
From trial to triumph I want your hand in it all 
Allow me to know where to stand in it all 
Life Giver