Waterpistol This Is What I Get lyrics

This Is What I Get by Waterpistol

This Is What I Get lyrics

if you listen first then you may not reach this end. you 
may be happy for as long as you pretend. everything that 
is said is done. forget the fact that for her it's just 
not as fun. i know it's bad enough i missed. lost in the 
madness of a kiss. and left to feel the way i do. the 
cost of loving someone who won't love you. now i'm dying. 
there's nothing left. i've shown through and can't reset. 
for that this is what i get. waiting after you. i'm sorry 
for holding on so long without your help. i tried my best 
to understand. you wanted this and i confess. i'm so 
selfish to think i had a right to seek perfection. 
waiting after you. and you think i gave it all up. i gave 
it all to be where i am. and i feel this breaking my 
heart. but i was tired of waiting and listening for the 
day you would tell me when it's okay. it's ok now. i've 
grown from this somehow